Friday, December 17, 2010

submisions to Paragon for 2009 publishing

The Community Garden

The cracked thumb
of an earth-stained hand
is rolling a seed against
an index finger.
That seed will germinate, flower, and bear fruit.
From crates the fruit will be sold
then sliced and carried under soft candle light,
by black suits, to small tables
where under cream
it will be injected with a fork.

In department stores
our hands stab at racks and price tags,
while beyond the ocean
one needle amongst an avenue
of sewing machines,
comes to a pause,
and a callused finger
rolls thread
across a thumb.



Mathematics

Raw, intricate; left of the equals sign
are algebraic functions not yet confined
by veiled, patient and terse right hand sides.
Poets toil as they strive long to refine
life’s complex functions into fourteen lines,
often giving up when their attempts are denied;
scratched out theorems, sweaty palms, lost time;
leaving blackboards with chalk-tries spreading wide.

Poets, don’t quit you must hope for your poems.
Did Pythagoras summarize chaos to gold?
Did Fibonacci find elegance in the flower?
Ratios were found for shells spirally grown,
A sequence was present in petals, behold,
for expression, terse lines do have a power.


Wikipedia

In a house on Newtown road,
on a Friday evening,
I met one man, who was from Albania,
then Kosovo, then Montenegro.

With an arm like a weathervane,
he explained that he now lives
up on
McArthur Street
.

Eventually I understood enough
to ask him if he was a refugee,
he nodded in Albanian.

I retrieved
six children from his vocabulary,
and St John’s, and here, and yes,

then his lexicon grew.
He told me: I work
-flails his arms- feed Horses,

-smoothes out an invisible beard-
-aims an invisible scope -
No work. You go back.
10 years, Big camp.

He sighs. Our host tells me
I can read about it on the internet,
then suggests that the Albanian
should drive me home now.

We get into his Honda, and he fluently
does a three point turn, accelerates,
comes to a full stop at the intersection,
and follows my hands; left, straight, left.

Poem collection submited at the end of Susan Ingersol's class

Wikipedia

In a house on Newtown road,
on a Friday evening,
I met one man, who was from Albania,
then Kosovo, then Montenegro.

With an arm like a weathervane,
he explained that he now lives
up on
McArthur Street
.

Eventually I understood enough
to ask him if he was a refugee,
he nodded in Albanian.

I retrieved
six children from his vocabulary,
and St John’s, and here, and yes,

then his lexicon grew.
He told me: I work
-flails his arms- feed Horses,

-smoothes out an invisible beard-
-aims an invisible scope -
No work. You go back.
10 years, Big camp.

He sighs. Our host tells me
I can read about it on the internet,
then suggests that the Albanian
should drive me home now.

We get into his honda, and he fluently
does a three point turn, accelerates,
comes to a full stop at the intersection
and follows my hands; left, straight, left.




The Wave of Kanagawa

I

At cool dawn
a docked boat
creaks.

One
padded foot,
then another,

drops in,
rocking
the hull.

II

Echoed shouts issue
through the mist
on Sagami Bay.

Early hands heave
sopped cordage.
Others

slip doweling,
clunk oars,
or slide

anchovy crates
under cedar
seats.


III

A last shout
echoes.
Two hands

press the dock
away
from the gunnels.

Lucid clouds
slide over ripples
at the stern.

Beyond the horizon,
wolves shadows
streak across the ocean.

The oshio-boats
bound for busy streets,
rise on a swell.

To the crew, Fuji's foothills
get submerged, again, and again.
Shadows careen towards the oshio-boats,


shadows so close their howling is audible.
The boats are besieged
 and towering waves 

hiding the enemy,
break out into foam,
and the oshios

are overtaken,
overturned.
Their swallowed crew

tumble slowly,
hearing what babies hear 
in the womb.

IV

Fluttering,
rose blossoms settle
onto etched stone



The Coast Mountains

A vibrant, mountainous, azan is called,
which reverberates, soundless, in the sky
and penetrates her soul through her eyes.
She reaches for her well worn gore-tex shawl
and begins a pilgrimage to those walls
of scree and basalt, whose ragged spires arise
like minarets from prayer halls, where inclined
seekers, finding what is greater, exalt.

She breathes more rational oxygen here;
free of rhetoric-haze like the valley
and street’s, where self-righteous poets adhere
to fabricated notions the prophets
did not supply. On her spire she is free
from allure, except, if it’s naturally clear.



From the overpass over Arctic Ave.

The sweet smelling spice of musk and incense,
drifting down the restaurant’s decorative hall,
passes saris and beads and a Taj Mahal
made by palette knife, whose oil paints present
marble, minarets, a dome, and a sense
of prestige, as the sapphire pool falls
like it’s in prostration, towards the walls
of a world wonder. The magnificence

is shared by my here in an overpass
over
Arctic Avenue
; in a room,
looking at asphalt which’s prostrating too,
but down between parked and glittering glass
extending out to a pond gently blue,
where tourists don’t gather, only the grass.



North of Quadra Island

My kayak hull scrapped into the landing.
I pulled off my skirt with dexterity
like an oyster; fingers clamping, barely.
Then, from there, I evolved into standing.
I stowed my kayak in some shrubbery,
lumbered through the rain, and in front of me,
saw the orderly pile of a cabin.
My map did not say that this would happen.
I enter onto dry, planked, cedar trees.

I peel off my false skin of neoprene pain,
replace it with a furry hide of wool,
and ignite my caned and flammable heat.
I look at the walls, which flickering, explain
that when soup stews, I will become full
dry and content, then will lay down to sleep.




Mathematics

Raw, intricate; left of the equals sign
are algebraic functions not yet confined
by veiled, patient and terse right hand sides.
Poets toil as they strive long to refine
life’s complex functions into fourteen lines,
often giving up when their attempts are denied;
scratched out theorems, sweaty palms, lost time;
leaving blackboards with chalk-tries spreading wide.

Poets, don’t quit you must hope for your poems.
Did Pythagoras summarize chaos to gold?
Did Fibonacci find elegance in the flower?
Ratios were found for shells spirally grown,
A sequence was present in petals, behold,
for expression, terse lines do have a power.


Mark van Fraassen

Standing at the west coast,
on cool and riddled lava,
wearing rain coats, a mist
fumes from the crashing sea.

On bright summer holidays,
my sister and I tested the strength
of our bare feet on this basalt,
saying: we’ve got van Fraassen skin.

In June at the continental divide,
on a half submerged limestone cobble,
we watched as half of our father’s ashes
issued from a glacial stream into Moraine Lake,

our arms on each other’s shoulders.
Standing the in same way at the ocean,
a gust of wind pulls at our jackets,
and disperses the rest.




Little we see in nature that is ours

Little we see in nature that is ours,
not even the scars we have made.
We believe that our rule is majestic,
though we’ve forgotten species, and poisoned rivers.
We’ve lost sight of existing in a nature
of Islam; we don’t act like an Orchid petal.

Could cradle a petal
and realize that its essence is ours,
that matters physical nature
is of the invisible things out of which mountains are made;
that babies breath and cirrus clouds are what’s in the river
that cuts through eons of stone? It’s majestic,

and common enough to forget it’s majestic.
While breathing the perfume of the petal
our lungs are moistened by a river
which became air. The breath is ours
and the orchids at once. The physical world is made
to follow invisible laws. We are made from nature.

We have disdained that nature.
We think we are a shrine at its center, our will so majestic
that bare roots and tainted wetlands are merely sacrifices made
to us, lords of the petal.
We have decreed borders between things ours,
and things useless. We are blind past the bend in the river,

blind that our bodies are buoyed by the river,
blind that divinity is not in our nature,
blind that molecules are not permanently ours.
They are guided by an essence more majestic.
Science has proven our link to the petal.
We understand elements; how organs are made.

We’re organic; derived from dirt, and have made
skeletons out of rivers.
There are two kinds of awe. One for the petal;
ponderosas and sunsets serene in their transient nature,
The other’s for the things we do, rulers terribly majestic,
like Hiroshima, and foreign mining. These are ours.

Humans and orchids are made in accordance with our nature.
Humans are molecules in a temporal river, our mind is not majestic.
We can clench for earth to make it ours, but soon we’ll dissolve and reappear in a petal.




Can you Love Sonnet
 
I miss when the radiance of morning light
illuminated the down and feathers on the lawn
that settled there after the goslings’ flight,
honking and rising with mist at the dawn;
how your hands on my ribs raised me aloft
and resting on your shoulders I could see
endless water and Precambrian rock.
Onto granite grains you lowered me;
eased me onto the pink flecks of cool sand
for a moment of rest, and then squeezing
the edge of my body firm in your hands,
you suddenly flung me, with a heaving,
into the lake. My underside got soaked!
Yes, you loved me, my hull, gunnels, and yolk.



A Reason
The snow, making layers, was pale
and pushed, by the wind, into drifts.
No one could see through its veil

to rotting grass or stony detail.
Jagged obtrusions could not persist;
the snow, making layers, was pale

and covered the rocks which prevailed
on the hills in decaying autumn. Under the ski lift,
no one could see through its veil

to the broken, cold, and forgotten shale
or the rotting logs. Underneath the cliffs
the snow, making layers, was pale

and allowed me to follow a trail
delineated only by my ski tips.
No one could see through its veil,

and through it I sailed,
purified of my past, to forgiveness.
The snow, making layers, was pale
and a medicine for me, with its veil.

poems submited, acceptence pending for Susan Ingersolls poetry writting class

1. The Fair Evening Guest

The rivers flowing gently,
A soft Blue
Streaming ripples ride.

Pastel trees green
Sooth you,
Hearing, by its side,

The breeze that’s calmly
Cooling.
Laughter lifters rise

From the kids that talk
In billow tents
By the river wide.

So thank you and good evening
River Lullabies.

“Your welcome” ripples lap
The shoreline, drifting sweet goodbyes.

2. The Geologists Ode

We perch on a rocky blade
And watch limestone mammoths
Thrust mighty verse,
Deformed and enormous.

Ravens ride the channels and loft,
Pirouetting with the wind,
Two thousand meters above
The green basin of our beginning.

We saw this mountain,
Who’s unified hues,
Ridgeline and summit
Looked small. But now,

Its dimensions have lengthened
Immensely! How astounding
Its mass has compounded!
Speaking of scale

Perception is upended
When its presence
Is mounted.


3. Teacher

When the mountain moves your state to tears
            He has released you
When the river writes your schedule
            She has freed you
When charging horses stop your thoughts
            They bring peace upon you
When the situation takes control
            That’s the teacher

No more thinking on the side
            Thoughts thought about thoughts
Do not always provide
The power of the moment
            Is where the teacher
            And the lessons lie

4. Incomplete Theory

A good goal is to make people smile
For all the while that they smile
They will have a glowing glow within

Yet what makes a smile
Creates a smile
Sustains this power,

To turn sweet from sour
Minutes from hours

Rags into gowns
And reform foul frowns?

A smile is cast by a laugh
And a laugh by a joke
So know we know
That this power we hold

But use prudence when pulling
This tool from your quiver
Because laughter at the surface
Can hide truth in the core

It’s the type of the joke
You must carefully choose
And propel yourself towards
Infinite joy

A pure joke
Will make no one cry

An open joke
Will draw no blinders

Because group joy is not found
On the exclusion of one
Losing a member
Takes the love out of fun

So let them be true
And let your jokes
Paint a grin on the moon

Consider connections
Facilitate realization

Homonyms hopefully
Help making happiness
‘There is a whole in the universe
A whole lot of wonderful’

Rhyming words to
Can click the connection
‘Horses: Hoofs, Oats.
They make Election officials
They know who votes

Pasta salad
Popular because
People proclaim
Pass da salad please’

Good jokes do not hurt
And I hope that you see
You can stand tall now soldier
And go forth promoting peace.

5. Medicine Wheel

Eastward. The morning sun
Burns off your doubts.
It lifts fog from your waters.

You See. The hand in the pool
Shares volition with yours. Soothingly it scoops
And sends ripples.

Have no fear. Inspirations
Can only awaken if you choose
To embrace them.

6. Fire

Fire you are warm
Fire you don’t judge
Truth in form
Fire you are my friend

Melt away all loneliness
A tune for all accompaniments
Fire is our friend

7. Banff

Setting an old soul free there’s a new tree.
I sit in memorandum upon
The innocent grass.

A gravestone stands chiseled,
By intending hands and thoughts,
And known by lichen.

Mushrooms grown
And birds white bones
Speak that all times pass.

A leaf Appears
To appear from nothing
To disintegrate again,

I’ve learned it’s a changing
Of molecular arrangements
But it identity it seems
Is now an apparition.

Rivers always flow
But in something
They must be housed.

8. Weather Games

High above the Yahatinda
There’s a cradle
On the side of a giant

A place where sheer and monstrous rocks
Curve gently to hold grass
Around the rime of pool

And beneath this juggernaut cathedral
Upon the gentle meadow
We have pitched our tents

Here begins a summer squall
Where, as water falls to
Bounce of the mountain walls,

Staying sane necessitates
A love for weather games
What are weather games?

Well my friend until the end
Weather will not stop
And adapting to its changing ways
Is how you play weather games

Your tent should be set
So your sleep won’t get wet
And a tarp is the best
That the wind will not get

And a good jacket does matter
To away the rain splatter
And creating some shade
Averts the heat wave

Bunk in the trees
When the wind starts to seethe
And find safer ground
When thunder does sound

Get prepared
Then enjoy

As all wise players see
Only acceptance brings peace
Bring some joy into your life
We, weather, don’t cease

Dance with us
Wind rain and heat
You’ll only lose comfort
If you step on our feet

We’ll challenge you
We’ll shake your soul
We bring your senses
And wit to life, Hold on

Because though we don’t end
We do change

And come morning calm
Or sweet drying sun
We assure you giving comfort
That these games are in fun

some type of love poem

The Coast Mountains

A clear azan, to remembrance, is called,
that reverberates, soundless, in the sky
and penetrates her soul through her eyes,
making her reach for her worn gore-tex shawl
and begin, a pilgrimage, to those walls
of scree and basalt, whose ragged spires arise
like minarets from prayer halls where inclined
pilgrims, recalling what’s greater, exalt.

She breathes oxygen more logical here;
there’s no rhetoric-haze like the valley
and street’s, whose unstudied scholars adhere
to an arrogant guise that no prophet
supplied. From her spire she has one view, free
from persuasion, save by what’s naturally clear.

Poems submitted for a wilderness poetry course taught by Don McKay

Interview with a Great Plains Chief, derived from the journals of Marquis Lorne


Fort Carlton

“You may have seen
the poverty
of the land as regards
to the animal- that
was my hunting ground.
I used to find them
all I wanted. Now
it is a solitary
            wilderness.”


 
The Horse Head Nebula

                                and Saturn’s rings.
Let’s stop, and take a moment to think
about how
small we are. Let’s stop for a moment
and think about the enormous complexity
of a bug.
Lets
go hug our mothers,
and if they have died
let us take a moment
                                             to think.





The Black Velvet Dress

As the stars ornament
the fabric of night
and the lake’s glimmer laps
under a moon and thin clouds
while a breeze gently rocks
the dark elm tree boughs,

So sequins adorn
black stallion pleats
as the Ballroom hall glimmers
from bracelets and turns
and the swoop and the timbre
of the waltz and the gown.

and as the swirling of steps
becomes the parting of guests
and the last hug is blessed
and the black gown of the hostess
floats down and around
the legs of a chair,
and a grin spreads to her cheeks
when the frog print pajamas
and blonde hair of her son
peek shyly out from the hallway

so does the night’s darkness soften
at the whisper of dawn.



Awakening

Blackness. Formless, I have passed into knowing no lines, I have a translucent (grab the sheet, at the foresail) center, and I am regenerating, and swell with the indefinite bloom (friend at the shore) and collapse of meaning. Defying time I have been like this for - ever, a moment, that lasted, how? - and I
                                    need this.
When suddenly a shout below deck, clamber now go, wedge the tiller by’, duck, I, under hatch, and rummage through boxes and maps, (we are two hundred feet above hay fields and cows, in the clouds) and someone is calling from under those boxes. Calling for help, rummage quick, the screeching for aid and peeping and bleating and beeping and beeping and beep .... beep....                                         

                                                                                                                              oh. I am in bed and so comfy -get- and dozy and - up- warm. I breathe. It is dark and sheets are draped over me, my fingers and toes stretch and reach out, they are reaching to reach and my head burrows deep -I have to- into my pillow - get up. I know when the dawn is.
        

                                       
The Finch’s last dream before Dawn

The thatch on the roofs, and stone smokeless chimneys
amongst the stars and the fields and the brambles and briers
            are wearing darkness
in the way that kittens wear fur
as they sleep curled on the hearth
beside only ash at the end of the night
            when no has tended                                       
to anything for quite some time.
However, the drawing room and the cats
share the dry warm aroma of rowan smoke,
and the darkness outside is more clean, more like
the darkness inside of a log’s mossy hollow,
and a breeze puffs it upon the cart path and bridge
it ripples down the brook at the edge of the woods
            and the woods stretch up and over the hills
and the dark exults upwards over the shire, the cliffs
and the valley to the stars past the moon and expanse
                Of the galaxies.
Not even an ear
is flicked
by the cats as you creak
            out the door
and walk past myrtle and pine
towards your favorite hill
where the finches
will be opening.                      


 
A Newfoundland Caribou Herd

The weekend at the cabin is over.
Before dawn we wake up, and load our things, 
to drive back north, through the darkness and fog.

We listen to Cello lament on Radio One,
and the dashboard’s gentle glow
haunts the interior cab of the pickup.

As we chortle over potholes
the station fades into static.
My host scans for another,
she tells me “in high school
we joked that the disrepair of this highway
was a ploy to amputate Marystown
and rest of the Burin Peninsula
from the Capital City of St. John’s.”

The cello comes back
and I turn to my reflection, a ghost
            on the passenger window.

I was hoping to watch the day break on this drive,
but being to foggy I am shown instead
the grey resurrection
of twilight and the silhouette
of dark forests
winter barrens.

I can sense something out there.

Their  velvet antlers clunking branches in the dark
winter fur snagged, hung by old man’s beard.
Body heat, steam, at twilight they moved,
hooves stamping the wind-crust, their muzzles rummage
 for lichen. They stream from the forests,
conjoin on the barrens, they
are landscape.

Fog billows

over the frozen ponds.


 
Below the Horizon



Five a.m.
            Harbor

black cloak
            of night
is swallowed
                         
as twilight
            Emerges



the inversion
                  still
           
except
            for the
                        allegro

of a
     chickadee
            

sun under
        the world,

and through
            each air
         particle

light slowly
            comes out



The Sunrise

is when the horizon bursts with a fire
and pastels become versed on the clouds
singing pink oleander crimson and rose
while the sky trumpets arnica
and the petals of marsh marigold.
It is the time when a flag, flamboyant, sublime
high and lofted, heralds the day,

and after the transition is through
and the sun is on course
the flag is furled once again
into its invisible case



Secondary Flight Feathers

The tips of my fingers have prints. They look like the anticline waves on the faces of tectonically folded mountain ranges, but smaller, and they could milk cow teats. I am holding a bald eagle’s feather. I spin it gently by the shaft. Its color looks like a hologram, looks like a mudslide bursting out of a glacier at zero gravity, but fits on a symbol. It belonged to a young eagle, you can tell by the color. I cut the air, and fan. I raise the whole thing and let it go, but the ground interrupts. I take it outside, and the feather bucks in a breeze, so I tailor it’s tilt. I sprint through the arboretum, trying. Wind, hair, sun, cheeks, woodchips and maples leafs, the vane of the bird is bowing and fluttering, im running, and when I stop, the feather reminds me that I won’t understand. An american crow hangs like a child’s kite just above me, surfing a head wind, it’s feet folded in. A seagull reels past the telephone pole.


Commitment


The acrobat’s eyes
are closed and imagining
the approach, legs bent.

The runner stretches,
temples sweaty, a circle
on his calender.

A man feels his ring
and lowers gaze as the
secretary turns.

The radio alarm
has been programed to ring
at dawn



Sedimentary Dip

Epochs of rock strata lean, and appear to either be plunging into the earth or blasting into space. I stand on one of these dragons, understanding he will have to break through one hundred kilometers of crust before turning molten, and then it’s the distance from Anchorage to Havana until the center of the earth where temperatures reach six thousand degrees like on the face of the sun. It is a nice hill, but me and my mom have to check into our hotel room before coming back. It is night when we do. Ninety seven and a half percent of the surface of the earth surges against a dark cliff face behind us, while in front, it looks like Vincent van Gogh painted ten thousand paper lanterns to float on the crests of glacier carved city. I think of Macleans magazine, university ratings, and Animal House. The next day, Mom gets back the airplane. As I tour the campus for the next couple years I don’t get to lonely, every time I look past a black ash or the library to the hill that we stood on, I feel the enormousness of where

                                                                                                                        people aren’t.    


Tumble Stone

A cold stone to squeeze,
to rub, to slowly absorb
the stress from my mind.

Just a little piece
of slate stone in my pocket
rounded by the sea.

I could pluck it up from among the cobbles
which tend to endure the drive and the rush
and the surge and the crush of a cold surf
that leaps and slams upon the rocky strand
at hours when, in night or day, the grey sky
sends a wind that cracks a whip at the waves
and raises a mist that slashes and slits
the quivering spruce bunched up in the bay.
With no shelter to turn to, and the cliffs
giving way, the beach is subjected to change
with the ocean smashing and smashing away,
but the rocks in the surf erode slowly;
they are pushed inland a bit by the waves
and then sucked down a few feet towards the bay.

A patch of the sky
clears to blue. A sandpiper
skitters in the foam

and I shut the door
of my corolla and walk
down to get a stone.